words i have written to complement my despair,
ripped from my true self but too scared to declare,
the story of who i am, pages left unread,
they set the pages on fire, not caring what was said,
words i have written, i spun into gold,
mocked and abused by better men,
leaving nothing of me to hold,
written my fears, my soul, my grace,
eloquent and futile, the tears can't be replaced,
i tried as hard as i could, and noone has ever cared,
on a boat with no oars, a demon's sea is never fared,always felt i deserved a little more, though wishes go unheard, i've traveled with them shore to shore,wasted endeavors and wasted words,
scared of what my future is and the man that i am,scared of the path behind and to never understand,years and words passing meekly by,trying hard to never let them see me cry,
contemplate their satisfaction,in breaking he who is me, who i am is in constant alterations,
begging to just be me,
cursing the dark when i know it is night,
cursing all the shadows that wont let me be in the light
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